Morning Rain… Jakarta, 2 Dec 2010

i‘ve been living my alone
trying to get you out of my life
but after all this time
i can’t help myself but miss you

you’re once a dream that came true
an illusion that turned to reality
but suddenly, things turned differently
the way they used to be
untill such time i have no choice but to let you go

you’re the reason for my sleepless nights
coz you keep stayin’ on my mind
i can’t help myself from crying
coz i’m missing you so much……..

all the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart
all the memories are still preserve in my mind
i miss you so much
coz i can’t hide the fact that i’m still inlove with you

my life will never be the same again
now that you’re gone
i’ll be trapped in this loneliness forever
unless a girl like you will bloom into my life again….

I thought this was a letter I would never have to write,
I hoped my tongue was something I could bite.
I’ve realized its just something I cannot do,
Here are my feelings, just a few.

First, I’m still so In Love with you, after all this time,
You told me the same, then left me, what a crime.
Time has passed, everyday you’re on my mind,
Your love is  a bind.

I’m so jealous, thee luckiest guy I know,
I can’t do this friendship thing anymore, so off I go.
The pain of losing you is still fresh in my brain,
even after almost 8 years, everyday my heart feels the pain.
Will we ever be together again, i say as I sob and mope
as each day passes, I lose a little more hope.

I’ll always LOVE you hold these words true
Don’t hate me for this, this is what pain is making me do.
My heart is broken in so many a part,
Do I still have a place in your heart?…

Morningrain Jakarta 2.,Des 2010

4 thoughts on “Morning Rain… Jakarta, 2 Dec 2010

  1. huhuhu…
    Your words remain me of my last love story braderr… im still can not let him go too… Altough he’s the one who hurt me so much! hux.. (-_-‘)
    follow blog gw juga donk..ok! heheh

    • heii.. feb, i heartbeak again again en again… , perjalan karirku ga semulus perjalanan cintaku.. , T_T
      now I just can surrender to god, because my mate is in the hands of god,

      blog km apa feb,,,? exchange ya

  2. DEAR…

    I JUST WANNA TELL YOU SOMETHING..
    SOMETIMES WHEN WE NEVER TAKE SOMEONE FOR GRANTED…
    AND NEVER HOLD HER, NOT TOO CARE & AWARE ABOUT HER..
    IN FACT SHE IS THE PERSON CLOSE TO YOUR HEART…
    AND WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING..
    MAYBE YOU WILL MIGTH AND REALIZE THAT YOU’VE LOST A DIAMOND..
    WHILE YOU TO BUSY COLLECTING STONES..
    AND THERE IS NO WORD AGAIN..

    • my dear, no one is perfect in this world, every little mistake should be in the finish, fix it, not away from that love, pain my heart will not be lost, because the couple that I love was not reliable, she’s just selfish of one thing…

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